“I want to sleep with you. Or next to you. It doesn’t matter. I just want to lay in your bed together and talk and laugh about silly things and personal thoughts. I just want to be with you.”
— (via sighperf)
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— the owner of this blog would like you to know//
Hello! So I have had his blog since the end of September or start of October or something like that. And I just noticed the only personal things I have uploaded (well I deleted them now) have been personal encounters with my tc. Welllll I do want the followers of my blog to know a little bit about me that doesn’t expose my full identity since I own a blog that could potentially be harmful if I was to expose myself fully.
Anywayyyy let’s begin! Here’s some dank and not so dank facts about me. ☁️ (also gonna put a little TW, because I suffer with some shit so I don’t wanna hurt anyone!)
TW;
- I really fucking hate my first name and secretly prefer people to address me by my middle name but I don’t wanna seem like a burden to anyone.
- My tc is seriously like a legit father to me because one, we for real have the SAME LAST NAME & because my actual father left when I was younger so I never really had a father figure.
- ^ lmao that’s probably why I prefer older men
- I don’t have “daddy issues” just issues with my dad.
- my favorite colors are white, burnt orange, dark green, dark red, and brown 🍂
- I’ve been wanting to address this for so long but if I ever ever ever reblog something that could minorly be triggering to anyone suffering from any kind of mental illness, please please unfollow if necessary. I don’t want to be that trigger for anyone, especially because I don’t at all support glamorization of mental illnesses. So if you’re pro ana, pro self harm, pro anything that causes harm to yourself or those around you—unfollow.
- I do suffer from multiple eating disorders, depression, and anxiety so I do tend to reblog quotes and stuff from blogs centered around that stuff but they are 100% pro-recovery quotes. Lots of them are just “reblog is you support those in recovery” or “reblog if you’re not ashamed of your battles and scars” but even if that can be triggering to some, please feel free to unfollow whenever! ❤️
- my birthday is legit in a week so that is pretty dank.
-^ ye boi will be 16.
- yes, that’s my ugly face in the profile pic lmao.
- I seriously really like donuts and possibly every junk food out there and would basically eat it 24/7 if I was not afraid of gaining weight and feeling like shit lol props to me.
- I feel like shit rn but that doesn’t stop me from trying my best to put a smile on people’s faces!
- like wanna hear a joke?
- okay here we go…
- I used to be afraid of hurdles…but then I got over it!
- hahahahaha that was funny
- sorry
- anyway now you know more about me!
- but seriously, if I do or say anything at all that could potentially cause harm to your mentally, please unfollow. I seriously try not to be triggering.
Thank you for reading if you made it this far! I really appreciate it xx
25.10.2017
Me and S met today.
We went to a local starbucks at 11am, it felt like a date.
We sat in a booth at the back, where no one could see us.
I guess it was so no teachers could see us.
We both ordered our drinks and sat in the booth.
We made small talk for a few minutes, before he started asking me more personal questions.
“Do you have a boyfriend?”
“No, most of the boys at uni are annoying”
He laughed at this, and smiled at me.
“Do you have a girlfriend”
“Haha, no. There is someone i’m interested in though, but i’m not sure she feels the same”
My heart broke at this.
“I’m sure she does, have you seen yourself”
He laughed at this, taking my hand in his and thanked me.
Fucking hell.
We spent a while in there, before he jumped up and pulled me up.
“Let’s go somewhere. I want to show you something”
I nodded, and he dragged me away into his car.
We went to a quiet place near a few trees and you could see the whole town.
“It’s nice spending time with you. No one else around and no work”
“Yeah, sir it is.”
He then told me to call him his real name.
We stayed there for an hour before he had to go.
He drove me back to my apartment and we decided we would do it again sometime.
Despite him telling me he liked someone else, I had a pretty good time.
I’m actually excited to go back to university.
TC: drops a personal fact
Everyone else: ok whatever
Me: mentally file it away to write down in your tc stalky handbook at home.
